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I entered MTI Community College where I am not present. I transferred to Sprott Shaw College and graduated from that school. The thing was suddenly occurred MTI announced they were bankrupt, and they were bought by Sprott Shaw just before I graduate, and I had no choices.

I think I have something like mysterious. I don’t know it is good or bad. I could say it’s funny. As I wrote in other posts, I came to Canada and first entered a language school, which also suddenly collapsed after a while since I graduated. After a year and a half in Canada, I’ve moved a total of seven times. Three of them were closed out the place, so it was evicted. One owner didn’t return the deposit, so we argued quite seriously. After all, somehow I convinced the owner and I got the deposit back. But I doubted there is that kind of incredibly assy Japanese woman. She was one of the worst human being I’ve ever met. Anyway I graduated with Sprott Shaw but for the most part I studied at MTI. I can not count on what I’ve got at the college.

Even now I keep in touch well with that I met the most trustworthy teacher as a friend. Being able to meet a lot of friends from various countries. Some of my friends treat me as  a part of their family. No matter what, the best thing at the college was able to meet a lot of children through practical training, work, volunteering and so on.

I was taking Early Childhood Education, children between 3 to 5 years old. In the first few months after entered the college, the English environment and the female environment (I was the only one guy in the class for the first few months. After the few months one Korean man came in, but the environment was still 99% female. I was desperate to blend in the new environment.), but the first few months of it was the most enjoyable time in my life.

But I felt the happiest in Canada that was the time when I was talking to children and playing with them. I have a plenty of pictures, letters, and works gotten by children and I always keep it all near me. I remember the days, children wrote letters, pictures for me.  They didn’t know the spell of “I love you Kaito”. So they asked to another teacher and wrote it desperately with unstable hand writing. Most of them would forget about what they wrote and what they gave me. But I won’t forget about it, the times I spend with them. The most valuable thing is the time they wrote and drew the pictures, letters with thinking about me.

Both of the college that is MTI and Sprott Shaw were a private school. The advantage is that you can get qualification earlier than other universities, and there are many international students, so you can enter easily without professional English skill.

On the other hand, speaking of the disadvantage is the school that I entered, there are some students who do not understand English quite terribly. So when in a group work, other students have to support them. And one more thing, when I was in the college teachers quit quite often. That was annoying that a teaching style was changed often, and every time we had to blend in it flexibly. Because of those things, I was worried about various things, and honestly I had tough time. But that’s my responsibility to follow the situation of a school, because I chose a private school. Unless the school does particular  things such as illegal or very unreasonable,you need to follow the school, because the school side has a strong leadership. I would recommend, if you don’t harry to take certificate and if you can’t be flexible and patent by those kind of happening, you better to chose universities. However those are coming from from my experience, maybe I just had a bad luck.

僕は、今は無きMTI Community Collegeというところに入学したのだが、転入しSprott Shaw Collegeというところで最終的には卒業した。そいうのも、卒業間際というときにMTIがいきなり財政破綻でSprott Shawに買い取られて、転入せざるをえなかったから。

近頃思うのだけれど、僕は何か持ってる。それがいいのか悪いのかはわからない。他のpostで書いたように僕はカナダに来て1番初めに語学学校に入ったのだが、そこも僕が卒業してからしばらくしていきなり潰れた。あとカナダでの1年半で、合計7回引越しした。その中の3箇所はその場所を閉鎖するから立ち退きだった。あと1度オーナーがデポジットを返してくれなくてかなりもめた。

まあそれはいいとして。僕は卒業はSprott Shawだったがほとんどの期間はMTIで勉強した。カレッジで得たことは数え切れない。

今でもよく連絡を取る僕がもっとも信頼する先生に出会えたこと。色々な国からきたたくさんの友達に出会えたこと。その中には僕を家族のように慕ってくれる人もいる。何といっても、1番は、実習や仕事、ボランティアを通して、たくさんの子供に出会えたこと。

僕は幼児教育3歳から5歳のコースを取っていた。カレッジに入って最初の数ヶ月は、英語環境や女性環境(最初の数ヶ月、クラスで男は僕1人。後に韓国人の男が1人だけ入ってきたが僕のいた環境は、仕事場も含め99%女性だった。)の新しい環境の中で授業に付いていくのに必死だったが、その初めの数ヶ月が学生生活の中で1番楽しかった。

でも僕がカナダ生活で1番幸せを感じたのは、やはり子供と話して遊んでいる時。子供たちから貰ったたくさんの絵や手紙、工作はずっと大事に持っていて、たまにそれを見てはその時の子供との日々を思い出して1人でにやけたりする。子供は僕に何をあげたかも、それによく意味もわからずにI love youって書いたのも、ほとんどの子供はほんの数ヶ月したら僕のことなんて忘れているだろう。でもその深い意味なんて無いI love youやKaitoっておぼつかない手取りで必死に、他の先生から聞いて真似して書いた、その時間は僕のことを考えて書いてくれただろう、その時間を僕にくれたことが、僕にとっては何よりも嬉しい。

僕の通ったMTIもSprott Shawもどちらもプライベートスクールだった。その利点としては、他の大学よりもコースに寄っては資格が早く取得できたり、インターナショナルの生徒を多く入れるから入学しやすい。ただ、僕が入った学校から言えば、先生がすぐ辞めたり、コロコロ変わったり、英語が全然話せない分からない生徒がいて、その人たちとグループワークをする時は他の分かる人が引っ張っていかなきゃいけないとか、先生によって評価基準が違かったりと、まあ好き勝手やられた。そのせいで色々と悩んだり、学校を辞めようかと考えた時期もあった。ただプライベートスクールを選んだからには、学校側が違法なことや、よっぽど理不尽なことをしてこない限り、どう考えても主導権は学校側が強い。だからその点は了承して上手くやってく自信がない人は、きちっとした大学に入って安心して勉強に励んだ方がいいかもしれない。まあ、きっとたまたま僕のいた時期にバタバタしてたのが主な原因だと思うが。

 

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I came to Vancouver, Canada and went to a language school to get used to the local accent for only three weeks before the college starts.

My English ability at that time when I came to Canada was such I was able to pass a college entrance examination, because of the three month study in the Philippines. (Well, as I later noticed, the college where I enrolled have a lot of international students, quite rarely anyone fails by the entrance examination.)

I aimed to make friends from other countries rather than studying rally hard, because I’ll be in the language school only for three weeks. The afternoon class was fun and valuable, because the level of the class was high, my teacher was funny and knowledgeable, most of classmates were close and we hanged out often. But frankly, the morning class was boring. Well, it was also my mistake to be in the boring class that was a low-level class by submitting with a blank sheet, I was thinking that there is no part of Writing in the level classification test. . .

There were just few things that I could’ve learned in 3 weeks, but it was good opportunity to speak English with friends from other countries.

Another good thing that I went to a language school was to know different culture. Knowing the culture of other countries, I also found the position of people from my country. Maybe it’s weird for people who aren’t Japanese to hear that. I think I’m not a kind of a typical Japanese. I mean my personality. Because I think that I do not want to become it, a typical Japanese image in me.

Anyway I was surprised by my friends and teachers at the language school that they told me most of other Japanese people cannot speak English well and they don’t even try to speak to people from other countries, but I am different. I also agreed well that many Japanese people stick with only Japanese people and talk only in Japanese. I didn’t make any Japanese friends, because of the difference from the majority of Japanese. Perhaps for those reasons, it was not so hard to make friends.

Although I had only three weeks, I got tired of the language school, I thought that English ability won’t rise much even if I go over it. The reason is that opportunities to speak are basically limited, because most of classed are a group lesson, speaking is hard to be improved unless you make some friends and only speak in English. But even if you talk to people of the same level of English skills for a long time, it is hard to improve. Especially for those people who start from the lowest class. In my opinion, unless if you  make a lot of effort or you have a great potential to talk to anybody else. English ability won’t rise to a certain level no matter how long it is . Well, of course this is only talking about from my experience. Some school have variety of curriculas, so it cannot be said that unconditionally.

カナダのバンクーバーに来て、カレッジがスタートする前に3週間だけ現地のアクセントに慣れるために語学学校に通った。

カナダに来た当時の僕の英語力は、3ヶ月間のフィリピンでのストイックな勉強のおかげでカレッジの入学試験はパスできる程度にはあった。(まあ後になって気づいたことだが、僕の通ったカレッジはインターナショナルの生徒を多く入れていて、滅多に入学試験で落とされる人はいない。)

僕は、たった3週間の語学学校だから、勉強付けというよりも他の国の友達を作ることを目的にした。はっきり言って、午後の授業はレベルが高めのクラスに入れてくれて、先生も面白い人で、クラスも仲が良かったから楽しかったが、午前中の授業はつまらなかった。まあレベル分けテストで、Writingのpartがないと思い込んで白紙で提出してしまって、レベルの低いクラスに入れられてしまった自分も悪いのだけど。。。

3週間の授業で学べたことなんて数少ないけど、色々な国の友達が出来て英語を話す機会は多かったからそれは良かった。

語学学校に通ってもう1つ良かった点は色々な国の文化も知ることができたこと。そして他の国の文化を知って、自分の国の立ち位置(ポジション)もわかった。僕は自分で言うけど、あんまりというか、かなり日本人らしないと思う。(性格がね。)僕の中にある典型的な日本人のイメージ、それになりたくないと思って生きているから。

語学学校で周りの友達や先生にびっくりされたのは、他のほとんどの日本人は英語も全然喋れないしシャイで他の国の人と交流を持たないけど、僕はレアだと。僕も多くの日本人は日本人グループで固まって日本語しか話さないと知っていたからまあ納得した。僕も日本人の友達は作らなかったし、その大多数の日本人と違うおかげなのか、向こうから話しかけてくれる人も多くて友達を作るのはあまり苦労しなかった。

たった3週間しかいなかったが、語学学校は飽きたし、これ以上いても英語力は上がらないと思った。その理由として、基本的にグループ授業だから話す機会がかなり限られるから友達を作って英語を喋らない限りspeakingは伸びにくいし、でも同じレベルの英語力の人とずっと話してても伸びにくい。特に1番下のクラスから始める人なんかはかなり努力するか、誰とでも仲良く話せるようなポテンシャルのある人でないと、語学学校はどれだけ長くいても一定レベルまでしか英語力は上がらないと思った。まあ、もちろんこれは僕の経験から話しているだけで、学校によっては様々なカリキュラムを用意しているところもあるから一概には言えないけど。

There are some reasons why I decided to study abroad in Canada.

The first reason is that I wanted to learn early childhood education in English. Although I originally wanted to help children around the world, I never learned about education before going to Canada. Then, when I was with children through volunteer activity in the Philippines, I knew the beauty of a child again, and at the same time I felt that I learned how ignorance I am about education. And for deciding a country to study abroad I had various choices. But I wanted to learn American English originally because of influence of American movies etc. I’ve been asked often why I did not go to the US, but as other points I could not work legally in the US, even if I got a student visa. But specific schools in Canada, you can get a work visa (co-op visa) with taking a student visa at the same time. For financial reasons, I chose going to Canada to work part – time with studying.

Another reason, I searched on the internet, I learned that early childhood education in Canada is remarkable in the world, did not investigate in detail why it’s remarkable at the time, but I was just attracted purely.

I was considering Australia as a backup plan for just in case If I cannot go to Canada. AndI l got the information that is in Australia I could get a license faster than Canada. But after all I decided Canada where I could learn similar American. (In Canada and Australia, unlike Japan, there are various grades for licenses of early childhood education, so the learning period will be different)

Additionally, another reason was the ease of getting a visa. And also I also could get a working holiday visa following of graduation a school to take a license.

When I returned to my country from the Philippines and decided to study abroad in Canada, I was thinking vaguely, after studying in Canada I would go to Australia to study childhood education more.

僕がカナダに留学を決めた理由はいくつかある。

1番の理由としては、幼児教育を英語で学びたかったこと。もともと僕は世界中の子供を助けたいと思って生きているのにも関わらず、カナダに渡航する前に1度も教育に着いて学んだことがなかった。そしてフィリピンで子供と携わってみて、子供のすばらしさを改めて知ったのと同時に、自分の教育に対する無知さも身にしみて感じた。そして色々な選択肢がある中、なぜカナダに決めたかというと、もともと自分がアメリカの映画などの影響でアメリカ英語を学びたかった。ここでよく、なぜアメリカに行かなかったのかと聞かれるのだが、他のポイントとしては、アメリカでは学生ビザが出たとしても働くことができなかった。でもカナダは特定の学校であれば、学生ビザと同時に働くことができるビザがもらえた。金銭面の理由で、アルバイトをしながら学校に通うことのできるカナダになった。

他の理由としては、僕がネットで調べたところ、カナダの幼児教育は世界でも注目されていると知り、当時なぜ注目されているかなど詳しく調べなかったが、ただ純粋にその言葉に興味を惹かれた。

カナダに行けなくなった時のバックアッププランとしてオーストラリアも検討していて、オーストラリアの方がカナダよりも早く資格が取得できると知ったが、やはり最終的にアメリカに近い英語が学べるカナダに決めた。(カナダとオーストラリアでは、日本と違って幼児教育の資格にも色々なグレードがあってそれによって学習期間も違ってくる。)

さらに他の理由としては、やはりビザ取得のしやすさと、学校卒業後に向こうで働くためにワーキングホリデービザが取れることも大きな要因だった。

フィリピンから帰国し、日本でカナダに留学を決めた際は、カナダの後はオーストラリアに留学し違う国の幼児教育を勉強しようかな、なんて漠然と思っていた。

Although it was a short period of time, I’ve been staying at a NGO volunteer group, so I could go around various districts for volunteer work rather than just going through language study, listening to various people’s story, made me think about various things. As this was the country that I visited alone, the experience that I got back there is still my foundation.

What I felt most in the Philippines is the disparity of rich and poor. Right in front of the houses where the houses which collapsed in a dreadful streak is lined up,there are rich houses surrounded by magnificent walls gathers up. When I saw it, I could not help feeling that this was a picture that tells the disparity of rich and poor.

I have not seen much street children in Iloilo city, but bunch of street children I saw when I visited Cebu. After all I saw it, I just insisted that this was reality I could not say I could not think of anything. When I visited the Philippines well I heard that it is important to go through even if a beggar comes that is what I was told before I actually go there. Maybe that sounds sad. But that is not wrong. Behind the meaning that passing by and gives nothing, the tourists are a kind of people who do have money give things and money to begging people who think they could get money from foreigners. Which makes it irrevocable I got it. As I’ve hard, whites are often gentle with kindness, to give money to beggars, but that is a mistake. Then that situation will be worse and nothing will be resolved. Some people said If people give money, people have to teach beggars  how to make a living, not begging. I was convinced by listening to it. Beggars have to learn Give and Take. However, the second generation of beggars born from beggar parents have never had education at all and do not know the way of living, they know only as a beggar. It is not easy for people to change the country where such people are overflowing.

Further digging down, the state that made the current situation is developed countries (I hate the names of developed and developing countries, but I will describe it here this time. )When thinking that the Philippines is suitable for doing business, foreign enterprises advanced into business city, built a factories. They don’t have any responsibility there at all. Because they are only interested in money. Also the Philippine government that depends to the overseas enterprises is also not good. The word that I often heard from businessmen and others in the field is that in the Philippines many foreign companies relocate to different countries, because overseas enterprises have advanced too much and money can not be earned much anymore. It is said that the Philippines is used for good from overseas enterprises and is truncated. People who made poor people. And people say that is capitalism. It is a fault those people who do not make money.

The Philippines has given me a lot of experience and gave me a lot of thought opportunities. The Philippines is really wide. I’d like to visit the Philippines again in the near future and I want to meet again the children I met and I’d like to know more about the Philippines to go around different places. And someday, I’d like to do something for the children in the Philippines.

短い期間ではあったが、僕はNGOのボランティア団体に留学した為、ただ語学勉強で行くよりも色々な地区を周り、色々な人の話を聞き、色々なことを考えさせられた。これが僕の1番最初に1人で訪れた国だっただけに、今でもここでの経験が僕の基盤となっている。

僕がフィリピンで1番感じたのは、やはり貧富の格差だ。ボロボロで潰れえかかった家が立ち並ぶ真正面には、堂々たる壁で囲われた金持ちの家が集まる一角がそびえ立つ。僕はそれを見た時、これが貧富の格差を物語る絵面だと感じざるをえなかった。

そして僕の主に滞在したイロイロシティーではほとんど見ることがなかったが、セブを訪れた時に見たストリートチルドレンの多さ。やはり僕はそれを見て、ただこれが現実だときっぱり言い張り何も考えないということはできなかった。よくフィリピンに行った時には物乞いが来てもスルーするのが大事だ、と聞くが、実際に僕がフィリピンに行く前にもそうアドバイスをもらったのだが、それは間違いではない。そのスルーして何も与えないという意味の裏には、観光客が物乞いの人たちに物、金を与えるから金がない人たちは外国人から金をもらえると覚えてしまい、取り返しがつかなくなってしまった。僕が聞いた話だと、白人は優しさのあまり金を与える人が多いがそれは間違いだと。それではその現状は悪くなるだけで何も解決にはならない。ただ与えるのではなくて、どういった形で生活を立てるのかを教えてあげなくては物乞いは一生物乞いのままだと。僕はそれを聞いて納得した。彼らはGive and Takeを学ばなくてはいけないと。ただ物乞いの親から生まれた物乞いの2世は全く教育を受けたことがなく、物乞いという術しか生きる道を知らない。そんな人たちが溢れている国を、人々を変えるのは容易ではない。

さらに掘り下げると、その現状を作ったのは日本語では先進国という国々(僕は先進国と発展途上国という呼び名が嫌いだけれど、ここではそう記述しておく。)。フィリピンがビジネスをするのに適していると思うや、次々と外国企業が進出してビジネス街を立て、工場を立て、好き勝手に開拓していく。そこに一切の責任なんて持たない。だって彼らは金にしか興味がないから。もちろんそこに依存するフィリピン政府も悪い。現地で僕がビジネスマンなどからよく聞いた言葉は、フィリピンでは海外企業が進出しすぎて金が稼げないから多くの企業は違う国に移転して行っている。フィリピンは海外企業からいいように使われて、そして切り捨てられるのだと。貧しい人を生んだのは同じ人だよ。それを人は言う、それが資本主義、金を稼げない人が悪いのだと。

フィリピンという国は、僕にたくさんの経験をさせてくれ、たくさんの考える機会を与えてくれた。ただ僕の訪れた都市はたったの3都市でフィリピンは広い。近い将来またフィリピンを訪れ、出会った子供たちと再開したいし、もっとフィリピンを巡ってフィリピンという国をもっと知りたいと思っている。そしていつか、フィリピンの子供達のために何かできればと思う。

Cebu/セブ

July 21, 2017 — Leave a comment

When my friend came to Cebu through other volunteer groups, I visited Cebu for about a week.

Cebu is the second largest city in the Philippines. I saw a very different Philippines from Iloilo City where I stayed.
Iloilo City is said to be the third city, but it is quite a countryside compared to Cebu and Manila. Since the tourism industry is not well developed, there are few incidents aimed at foreigners, people are gentle and able to talk with people on the roadside easily. The beggar is in front of a big shopping mall, but I did not see much beggars.

There are so many foreigners who came to learn English (most of them are Japanese and Koreans), Cebu was considerably urbanized with the development of tourism industry. As the urbanization progresses, there were people who begged many things. There were a lot of children living on the street who don’t have a home.They are called as a Street Children. It was the opportunity to think deeply about the urbanization problem among me that I was able to see the quite urbanized city and the unurbanized city in the same country. Frankly speaking, what I felt is that Cebu is a famous tourist destination and often hears that the sea is beautiful, but if you actually see a beautiful ocean you have to go to a place far away from the centre of Cebu. The air is not good, the first is that the citizen’s disparity problem is really severe. I thought that I could not live there.

The incident that I remained the most impressive in Cebu was when I was going to eat dinner where some restaurants gathered on foot about 15 minutes. Me and my friend headed off to there. In Cebu, after the sun rose and it got dark, mostly I’ve used a taxi even though I go to the nearby places. But that night, we decided to walk in the neighbourhood. Two young guy beggars from the front comes closer to us when halfway to the destination.  As the guys came from the front and they begged for some money. As usual I say no, no and can get through with nothing happen. But this time when I said no against begging, suddenly one of the guys run  towards me and the other guy towards my friend. Those guys tackled and kept pushing us. We were pushed to the car running. I was nearly hit by a car but got a way desperately from pushing and I run with my  friend and run and run. At that time I was pretty impatient. I had heard of the incident that some visitors got killed if they did not give anything to thieves, but it was innovative that they tried to hit us a car by extrusion.

友達が他のボランティア団体を通してセブに来た際に1週間ほどセブを観光した。

セブはフィリピンで2番目に大きな都市。僕の滞在していたイロイロシティーとはかなり違ったフィリピンを見れた。

イロイロシティーは第3の都市といわれてはいるが、セブやマニラと比べるとかなり田舎だ。観光業があまり発達していないから外国人を狙った事件などはほとんどなく、人は温和で、道端の人とも気軽に話をすることもできた。物乞いをする人は大きなショッピングモールなどの前にいるが、そこまで多くの物乞いは見なかった。

一方セブは、英語を学びに来る外国人が多く(そのほとんどは日本人と韓国人)、観光業が発達していてかなり都市化が進んでいた。その都市化の進む反面、たくさんの物乞いをする人がいた。ストリートチルドレンと呼ばれる帰る家がなくて路上で生活する子供もたくさんいた。その2つの、都市化が進む都市と、そうではない都市を同じ国の中で見ることができたのは、僕の中で都市化問題ということを深く考えるきっかけになった。率直にいって、僕が感じたことは、セブは有名な観光地で海が綺麗だとよく聞くが、実際のところ綺麗な海を見るならセブの中心地からかなり離れたところに行かないとないし、空気はよくないし、1番は市民の格差問題が酷すぎること。僕はそこには住めないなと思った。

僕がセブで1番印象に残った出来事は、ある夜友達と2人でホテルから15分ぐらい歩いたところにある飲食店が集まったところに夜ご飯を食べに行こうとした時のこと。セブでは、だいたい日が落ちて暗くなった後は近場に出かけるにしてもタクシーを使うことにしていた。ただその夜は、近場だし歩いて行くことにした。目的地まで半分ぐらい来たところで前から2人組の若い男が物乞いのために近づいてきて、基本物乞いの人たちは近づいてきても、こちらがスルーすればそれで追ってくることはあまりないが、その時はそれよりもひどかった。前から近づいてきて金をくれと言ってくるから、いつものようにこちらがノー、ノーと言うと、1人は僕の方に、もう1人は僕の友達の方にいきなりタックルして僕たちを車が走る方に押してきた。危うくこっちが車にはねられそうになり必死で押してくるのを交わして友達と2人で全力で走って逃げた。あの時はかなり焦った。物を渡さないと殺されたりする事件は聞いたことがあったけど、まさか押し出しで車に当てようとしてくるのは斬新だったな。

My daily schedule in weekdays was from 9am to 3pm studying English (1 hour lunch break from 12 to 1pm), from 3:30pm to 6pm joining child-minding.

The reason why I chose to study in the Philippines was one to one class for 5 hours, and the tuition was quite cheap compare with prices in Japan.

As I wrote on another post, when I got there, I couldn’t speak English at all. I barely could greet, but I couldn’t understand people greet back to me though. I just could speak by myself. Speaking my experience, when you start to learn a new language, it is easier to speak out what you want to say than listening to what people saying. In my case.

Honestly the English lesson 5 hours everyday was hard. Most of students focus on improving speaking skills, so most of time conversation, speak and speak and speak. I was too. I was speaking English at least 5 hours a day.

The good thing of one to one lesson was, of cause you can speak a lot with a teacher. Because of that, after only 3 months of study my English skills were quite improved. At the end, I could say what I want to tell to people in English.

The negative thing was, it’s really up to teachers you can have really good time for improving your English skills for 5 hours.

In my case, I had a really strict teacher once. He tried to correct my Japanese pronunciation. He put a mirror right in front of me, and I had to speak with looking at my mouth in the mirror. Even If I make little mistake of pronunciation, I had to try again from the beginning until I can pronounce correctly. One day, when I made a same mistake twice, he said “If you do that again, I will kill you.” I hope he doesn’t kill by just a practice of pronunciation. But I still remember that word clearly. I couldn’t speak much for those strict guidance in the first week from his lesson started. But because of him, I could learn correct pronunciation.

僕の毎日のスケジュールは、9時から15時まで一対一の英語レッスン(13時から1時間のランチ休憩挟む)、15時半から18時までチャイルドマインディング、夕食後2、3時間の自習。毎日最低でも8時間以上は英語に浸かっていた。

僕がなぜフィリピンに留学したかというと、まず5時間の一対一の濃密なレッスンとフィリピンの物価の安さだった。

他のポストにも書いたように、僕がフィリピンに行った頃は、英語なんてほとんど皆無と言っていいほど喋れなかった。挨拶ぐらいはできたが、挨拶がこっちから言えたとしても、相手が返してくることが理解できなかった。いわゆる会話が一方通行で成立しなかった。僕の経験からいうと、新しい言語を学び始めたころは、スピーキングの方がリスニングよりも簡単だと思う。自分の言いたいことは事前に準備して喋ることができるから。

正直に言うと、毎日先生と一対一の5時間授業は辛かった。ほとんどの留学生はスピーキングを伸ばすために会話に重点をおいて喋って喋って喋りくる。僕もそうだった。毎日最低でも5時間は喋ってた。

一対一形式の良い点は、もちろん先生と2人だけでひたすら喋れること。そのおかげで、僕はたった3ヶ月の留学だけで皆無だった英語力がかなり伸びた。最後には自分の言いたいことを人に伝えられるぐらいまでになった。

一方でネガティブな点としては、毎日5時間という時間がいい時間となるかどうかは全て先生次第。

僕の場合、1度かなり厳しい先生にあたった。その先生は、僕の日本人訛りの英語を矯正しようとして、まるまる1週間はずっと発音の練習だった。その先生は、僕の顔の真ん前に鏡を置いて、僕は喋る時はずっと自分の口の動きを見て発音の出し方が正しいかどうか見なきゃならなかった。僕が間違った発音をするたびに、その文章の1番初めから言い直しをさせられた。ある時、僕が2度同じミスをした時、その先生が“次同じミスをしたら殺すぞ。”って言われたのを今でも鮮明に覚えている。そういう厳しい指導のせいで、その先生のレッスンの最初の1週間はほとんど喋ることができなかった。けど、その先生のおかげで正しい発音をできるようになった。

 

 

There ware a lot of valuable experience that I learned through staying in the Philippines. Organizational structure is one of the biggest valuable experience at there.

The NGO organization that I was staying is a small-scale organization group. Basically that is  focusing on one area where is around the smokey mountain. But weekdays, they visit another area to provide some food, education of hygiene such as why brushing teeth is important for us? or something like that. Mostly to focus on one topic for one visiting.

About their activity, for adults who live around the smokey mountain, the organization established business to make things such as pen cases, wallets, accessories and so on by using recycle materials such as juice packs. They provide a job to make the recycle things for people and those people work and can get pay instead of working as a waste picker (People pick up recycle garbage and exchange that to money). They sell the recycle goods in Japan.  For kids, they support children to be able to go to a school and study until high school. In addition to that, after school they provide childminding in weekdays to provide an opportunity to learn different culture and people mostly from Japan, instead of children go to play at parents’ workplace where is the smokey mountain.

Speaking of management of administration, most of income are earned from people who come from japan. They established the business that I described above, but it is not still enough for their activity. So they are relying to be donated.

The NGO organization provides the childminding which is to provide taking care of children whose family lives around the smokey mountain,  after school to until their parents finish work, the opportunity of meeting people form different culture background, education. The biggest reason that I concerned is, the time after school to until parents finish their work, 2 to 3 hours, if there is not the childminding children would go to the place where parents working, most of case at the smokey mountain. So that just 2 to 3 hours, children could have many opportunity instead of going to parent’s work place. That is really great effort.

For students who are coming from Japan to study English, they can decide to join the childminding or not. Most of students was joining everyday including me.

The first day when I went to the childminding and meet kids, my thought about children was changed. I was moved by their smile which was totally different as smiles from Japanese ones. The smile was beautiful such as they are having happiness, they know what is happiness even they don’t have much money, games, iPad, expensive brand clothes, there is nothing to enrich them, but they are happy. Honestly before I go to the Philippines, I was having prejudice which is those people who lives around the smokey mountain and get support, are poor and lack of happiness. But It wasn’t. They were happy. Poor people are me and us. People live in a capitalist country. Everyday work and work and seek money instead of spending time with children, family, they say love is the most important, but they think money is more important than time and family.

When I was joining the childminding, I never had studied about education. I made so many mistake, and sometimes I had tough time how to communicate and make a friendship with kids. That made me to study education. But after all, I got so many incredible and precious experience because of spending time with kids.

Children are the most valuable, precious and essential in this world, anywhere. All children must have rights to have education, healthy food for live,  live in a roof.

 

 

 

The NGO organization that I was staying provide job, health, and education for people and kids who live around the smokey mountain. The organization also provide share rooms, english school, and study tours for basically Japanese students.

Some people might be familiar with Smokey mountain. You also could say is as garbage mountain. That is severe problem in the Philippines. According to the story that I was told, in the Philippines people cannot burn garbage under low. So all garbage are just piled up on one place and getting bigger and bigger. That never stop. Because for our live, we will have garbage everyday. If you are interested in the problem, please check it out.

As total counted , I have visited the smokey mountain for few times.

For the first time when I visited there, I had no words in my mind to look up the incredibly huge garbage mountain. It is literally huge garbage mountain. I think I never see that plenty of garbage in the rest of my life.

So the problem is people live around the mountain, and pick up garbage. It is their job. To pick up garbage such as cans, glass, and so on, and exchange those garbage to money. There are called a waste picker.

There  are 2 points why it is a problem, (including my personal consideration). First one is income of a waste picker is quite cheap and many parents cannot afford to let their children go to school. And their children help their parents to pick up garbage instead of study at a school. The second point is health. Can you imagine children works in incredibly plenty of garbage to work everyday? That is absolutely unsanitary!

The most shocking scene was one boy who looked about 3 years was playing with his friends at there. And he passed by me and I saw he stepped on a fragment of glass without shoes or even sandals. I almost said “Watch out!”. But he did not even look down and just kept running. I was shocked and just thought how tough his foot is.

The season of this problem is coming from lack of jobs in the whole country. People can’t find a job or sometimes even have a job, but being a garbage picker could have more income and shift to this job. For to help those people, first, we have to solve the problem of low income and lack of jobs.

After the day I arrived in Iloilo city, I went to stay with my homestay family who lives in a bamboo house.

I was a totally city boy, I’ve never slept outside even without comfy bed, I’ve never slept surrounding trees, because I’ve never been to a camp so.

Most of home stay family members couldn’t speak English except one young woman who is working at the biggest department store which is SM mall in the city. So she is educated English.

When I went to the Philippines, I  seriously couldn’t speak English at all. At all. I just could say “Hello.” “How are you?” “Good, bad.”

Home say family had just 2 rooms. One is for living room and in night time, it is for sleep area. The other one is for the young woman. So they provided the young woman’s room for only me.

There were so many mosquitos, other kinds of bugs. I just got one thin bed mat. Banana in a soup for lunch and dinner. They kill alive chicken and cook. Every morning, exactly 5am, all cheaken crowed in the village, and I was woke up. For the first few days, I couldn’t talk to the family, because that time I didn’t know how to communicate to people without oral language.

So honestly I’ve been home sick for the first 3 days of my homestay. I missed comfy bed, tough roof and walls, sticky rice made by a rice cooker, clean water….

But after 3 days, my homestay brother who stayed with me, taught how to get a school, translated, kind of babysitter during homestay term. He told me, “You need to communicate the family more.” After I was told that, I tried to be flexible and active, ’cause I thought it’s up to me whether these just 7 days will be precious and valuable for me or not.

And I tried to have chat to them and look around. Not to think negatively. And I realized. Even homestay mother cannot speak English, she always smile at me. Her cooking is so delicious. Every morning, when I woke up, she prepared a cup of coffee and let me try different traditional breakfast. The homestay father tried to talk to me after his long shift of work. Because of the chickens, I can awake same time every morning and can feel the beautiful moment of early morning.

The last day of staying in a bamboo house with the warm-hearted people, I was sad to leave the family and back to the share house for the organization.

As for the stay in the Philippines, because of the huge gap of the culture shock and homesick changed me. I still feel it clearly. After the Philippines, I have no fear to go anywhere.

When you put yourself to totally different environment, you could feel something different. And you might be able to change. Only you need is a bit of courage for challenge.

イロイロに着いた後、最初の1週間はバンブーハウスに住むファミリーの家でホームステイだった。

僕はいわゆる都会育ちのシティーボーイで、僕の家庭がキャンプや旅行などどこにも行かなかったために、その時まで人生で1度たりともフカフカのベットの上以外で寝たことがなかった。

イロイロで1番大きなSMモールというショッピングモールで働く長女以外、家族は皆んな英語が話せなかった。

正直に、僕がフィリピンに行った時は、本当に全く英語を話せなかった。話せて”Hello.” “How are you?” “Good, bad.”程度。

僕のステイしたホームステイファミリーは2つしか部屋がなかった。1つは皆んながくつろぐリビングルーム兼、夜は布団を敷いて寝るところ。もう1つはその年頃になる長女の部屋。そのファミリーは2つしかない長女の部屋を僕のために空けてくれた。

薄っぺらなベットマットにたくさんの蚊。スープの中にバナナがランチにディナー。フィリピン人は自宅でチキンを殺して料理する。そのチキンたちが毎朝きっちり朝5時にコケコッコーとなりその鳴き声で目を覚ます。最初の数日は全然家族と話すことができなかった。英語を話せ無い、共通する言語がなくして人とコミュニケーションを取ることができなかったから。

正直に言って、ホームステイでの最初の3日間ぐらいはホームシックだった。フカフカの綺麗なベット、丈夫な壁に天井、日本の米、日本食、綺麗な水、が恋しかった。

けどホームステイでの3日目に、僕のホームステイブラザー(ホームステイの期間、現地のフィリピン人スタッフが付きっきりで生活をサポートしてくれる。)が僕に”もっとファミリーとコミュニケーションをとらないと。”と一喝してくれた。その一言の後、もっとポジティブにアクティブに柔軟にやっていかないとせっかくフィリピンに来た意味がないと、考え方を変えた。

とにかくネガティブに物事を考えないように、周りをよく見てコミュニケーションを取るようにした。そして気づいた。ホームステイマザーは英語が話せなくたって、僕と会話ができなくたっていつも笑顔でご飯を振舞ってくれて、毎朝現地の伝統的な朝ごはんとコーヒーを僕のために用意してくれた。マザーのご飯は本当に美味しかった。ホームステイファザーは、毎日長い仕事の後、家に帰って積極的に僕に話しかけてきてくれた。チキンたちのおかげで毎朝5時に目覚めることができて、朝の美しい時間を感じることができた。

そして最後のホームステイの日に、そのファミリーの元を離れるのが名残惜しく感じた。

フィリピンでの大きなカルチャーショック、ホームシックが僕を大きく変えてくれた。フィリピンに行ったおかげで、今ではどこに行っても怖さを感じることはない。

1度自分を、全く違った環境の中に置いてみると、全く違ったことを感じることができるだろう。そして自分を変えられるかもしれない。そのために必要なのは、一歩踏み出すためのほんの少しの勇気。